Who am I to question God's plan? Sure, I'm pretty broken right now, but I'll learn to deal. I guess I should have expected myself to have a moment of weakness like this. Or maybe several. This probably won't be the first time I break down out of nowhere. After all, the man I promised my life to is leaving me for nine months. If you look at the big picture, yes, he is doing it for God and in the long run it will do amazing things for our relationship. That is, if we get back together once he comes back. It's a risk, I know, and I'm sure what he gets out of it will be well worth it, but that doesn't change how heartbreaking this is. Quite simply, I just have to take it one day at a time. Naturally, I'll break down every now and then, but that's why I have the God-given angels I call friends that will be there to pick me up whenever I need them.
I have an amazing nine months ahead of me.
I just have to keep telling myself this.
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