But I remember.

I wish I had words to describe the way I'm feeling right now. I think the combination of the sounds of rain and thunder sweeping in from my bedroom window and the fact that no one is responding to my text messages today are striking an interesting emotion within me. I've learned over time to revel in aloneness; to enjoy having quiet time to yourself. But how do you keep that "aloneness" from turning into loneliness? Loneliness is destructive and it's a state of mind which I've recently found myself slipping in to fairly easily. I'd like to say I don't know why, but that would be a blatant and obvious lie. There's only one who knows exactly what I need right now. And I suppose as long as I stay close to Him, the loneliness will pass before it's able to take hold.