There's always something in this everchanging life.

In the face of change,
that's when she turned to me and said:
"I'm not sure anymore..."
And there, amidst the waves
and the cloudless skies...
That blanket, the year before...
I watch my life wash ashore.

Have you ever been a part of something
that you thought would never end?
And then, of course, it did.
Have you ever felt the weight inside you,
pulling away inside your skin?
Then something had to give...

And now the lines are drawn...
Is this feeling gone?
The best parts of this have come and gone
and now that is all that this is.
With the reasons clear,
We'll spend another year...
Without direction,
full of fear,
but now things will be different.

There's nothing simple when it comes to you and I...
Always something in this everchanging life;
and there probably always will.
Now that time is getting harder to come by,
the same arguments are always on our minds,
killed this slowly fading lights.

My world is so dynamic. Everything is shifting, changing. Nothing in my life is familiar and I love it. This is the face of God. Seeing nothing but His light in front of me and following it. One step at a time. One day at a time.

I'm loving this new house now, living with my mom and my cousin. It's such a big change from my old house in the middle of nowhere. I'm closer to my friends, closer to the world. It's wonderful. This change was much needed. Now that everything is shifting I can make the lifestyle changes I've been wanting. It's like a fresh start.

College is now a part of my near future. A few months ago it seemed so far away, but the fact of the matter is, it's here and it's now. I'm still not certain where I'll end up, because honestly, I've never gone to college before... This is all new territory for me. It's far from my comfort zone, but I'm walking with the faith of knowing that God is guiding me. No matter what school I choose, no matter what I decide to study, It's amazing that I even have the opportunity to go to college. Some don't even get that. I can't wait to see where my life pans out.

I know one thing is for sure.
The best is yet to come.